He
knew more about that world than me so I trusted him,” she claims. “We had a
passionate sex life and discussed having children. He always said he was too
old, but if it happened, it happened. “I took that to mean he wouldn’t mind
having a baby with me and I was desperate for another child so that made me
happy.
“Looking back it was all a farce, but I went along with the denial
because I loved spending time with him. “I would arrive at his flat and he
would already have my dressing gown laid out on the bed for me. “There was no
big argument, I just stopped taking his calls and I think he just knew it was
over. “At the time I wanted to think that he was as upset as I was, but now I
know he was seeing other women all along.
Marisa vowed never to speak about the
secret heartache Sven brought to her life, but when she saw the pages of his
book this week she felt compelled to fill in the gaps.
